Ahh..the first 24 hrs are over. They are always the worst. Im all moody and feeling crapy. The other days are fine.

I officially have another job. Its sorta exciting.

I wish i could say what im thinking right now. hehe

I saw Matt today. He helped me with my car. It makes noises when i accelerate. He looked at it and gave me stuff to out in it. I didnt have to pay for it. He's so sweet. He's like my big brother.

Speaking of my big brother, he gets out of jail aug 2nd. i miss him. I wish ashley wasnt leaving for rockfish. Then id have someone to be excited for me for the things in my life. Most people are too concerned about what is goign on in their life so they never ask me whats going on in mine. There are some that are too caught up in their own lives to remember there is someone that cares about them and wants to talk to them. But im about ready to let go. The only thing that keeps me holding on is the fact that it wouldnt effect them so i dont know if its worth it. I want to go to the beach on tuesday. That would make me really happy.