Tuesday night: no sleep
Wednesday: cried myself to sleep
Thurday...what the hell does it matter.

I feel so bad. People in taekwondo dont realize that the more i act like i am hyper, normally i am more depressed or upset about something. The bad thing is it is my fault. I feel like an asshole and i feel like shit. I am loosing sleep but i was the asshole in the situation. It sucks so bad. I feel horrible. People dont understand. I have guilty conscious syndrome bad. My head hurts. I need to pack but i keep thinking about how i hurt someone and it makes me want to cry. There are 2 people that make me that upset to know i hurt them. It makes me cry, loose sleep, stressed out. Those two people arent aware of how much they mean to me. Probably oblivious..