I fucking hate ignorant people who i can tell do things to try to back me up into a corner. Like they want me to tell them something that they have assumed. When in reality they have no idea what the hell is going on and they can feel sufficed.

They can go to hell for all i care.

I realized how much i have changed in the past year. Im not who people want me to be anymore and i am not who i used to be. I have become more genuine. I am who i am at church, school, taekwondo, and in private. I dont care. I sit how i want to sit, talk how i want to talk, be who i want to be, and i dont really care. I mean i do to an extent but only if i know their intentions first. I've really gotten to the point that i dont want to be anyone else from a superficial stand point. I mean some people I admire but i dont like to do things because its cool. My mom always thought i did things becuase other people did and that was never the case.

Sorry, i feel like ranting. I decided I am not going to tell anyone my drama who cant handle their own so...i lean on my shoulder. The people i love have enough of their own drama to deal with. I want to move out of my house. I cant wait to be self sufficient.