I'm so pissed at my brother.

I am ready for him to move out. I was trying to include him in the things i do in hopes that he would understand me and respect the things ive built up for myself.

Well, I bring him to the picnic..its fine whatever.
He comes to testing, fine whatever.
He comes to tournament, fine whatever.

Than i bring him to the dance.. and i dont know what his problem is but he decides to go and say things that arent true about me. Not realizing the things i am trying to build up for myself. Or taking in to any consideration that it all falls back on ME!

I am sorry i got his ass living in this house. Im sorry i got his ass back in after he screwed up. Im sorry i told mom and dad he was tlaking to ryan again. I have done so many things for him...then i dont know what his problem is, but he gets a hair in his ass and tells people shit about me. Its probably because i told him not to come to tournament. Fuck him. He can appreciate what i have done for him and stay the hell away from me.

I cant bring my family to ATA events anymore because i cant protect myself with them starting shit! I have enough shit i have to deal with by myself and that is the way i want to keep it, by myself. I wish they would stay the hell away from the ATA for a while.

I dont need them thinking they are doing something good and trying to protect me when all they are doing is sturring drama!